Adamas Lacrimae

it's been june 4th! a couple days ago, exactly on the first day of june, after spending my whole afternoon with him, we came into a serious talk. well, not so serious, but the topic was quite serious. we've been discussing about going home for minutes, but then we started another discussion..a discussion that changed us a few minutes later. we were reviewing how far we've gone, what we've done, where's our position, and what we should do with that. that discussion ended up in a question, whether we have to go forward or backward? we knew we have tried to go backward...and we failed. stupid us, i suppose. we have gone far, we've been leaning on each other for months, and taking those things off ain't an easy thing to do. then we said that. okay, we'll go forward. for a few seconds we were trapped in an uncomfortable silent..then i turned my head and asked, "so..i have a boyfriend now?". he answered hesitantly, "i suppose" nex

I've got a boyfriend now He's my dearest pal He'll always catch me when I fall He's always there when I call I've got a boyfriend now He always talks so loud Even in a crowded house He always shows what he got I share my dreams and all my stories I don't think I need my diary If you're teasing me, don't you worry I will keep you in my memories When my boyfriend smiles The world seems all mine And all the days seems truly fine Make me reach up for the sky Me and my boyfriend now We're moving so slow If you really want to know Come on and join with the show When I'm blue. feel so lonely No one sits here right beside me I'm gonna call you just to;  "Hurry, come and see me. It's so scary and I need you desperately"